I Am Just Not Into You Anymore
I never thought this day would come this soon in our lives. I still remember the day we fell in love, we kissed each other at that very moment. It seemed like two bodies in a desperate need to touch each other, feel each other, be with each other. And since then you were there with me whenever I felt lonely or overjoyed, happy or sad, or sometimes when I felt nothing at all. When we were apart, I could feel you looking at me at every turn in my life, waiting for me to feel your need, hold you and then kiss you a thousand times. And I would give up myself to your mesmerizing beauty, hallucinating scent and soft and silky touch.
Remember the countless parties we went to? You would never let me leave you. In fact, I too, never wanted to do that. I didn't care what people watching us said about us, I still went on kissing you. We felt like the only two souls in the world, with no one to watch us, no one to stop us. It was like a dream, just a cloud of smoke all around us, the world becoming blur behind the smoke and the only thing we could see was just each other. We didn't stop even after coming back at home from the party. We kissed and kissed and kissed again until we went to sleep. We were so used to each other that we both thought that this wasn't an affair anymore; we had found a lifetime companion.
But deep down somewhere we both knew, that it wasn't meant to be. Many of my friends always kept telling me I am making a mistake, It's not gonna make me look better, What do I see in you, What do I get from you, and what not. Some even said that you would suck everything out of me and then leave me with no hope but to die. But, I never believed anyone. May be I was deeply in love with you, or may be I was just another idiot, just another stupid person who loved you unreasonably, ignoring the facts that were visible to his eyes.
Yes, I loved you! I loved you too much to care about anything else. Whenever you looked at me, I felt you realizing that I had an undying love for you. It was true. It was true until a month back. And I owe this to my friends. My friends who have been with me since my childhood, since the time we knew only Math and Science and nothing about love and companionship. I had ignored many of them since I met you, ignored every warning they gave me about our relationship. But now I regret. I regret betraying my friends' trust in me that I would always do the right thing. I regret fighting with my friends over you, which might have given them a wrong impression about me to an extent of losing them as a friend. My deepest apologies to all my friends. I am really sorry for whatever happened. And I am grateful that you all were there for me during my bad times. Thank you, my friends, for pulling me out of this deadly relationship.
I have realized that Love is not blind, it turns you blind.
It's been a month now that I have not thought of you as I did before. It was a very rough time for me to get over you. Until recently, I thought about you every single moment. I wanted to smell you again, feel you again, taste you again, kiss you again, be with you again. But now I am at a point where I should have been a long back. It's time to face the reality, that we both were not meant for each other and some day it had to end. And that day is today. I am happy that I am not into you anymore. I am over you!
I hope you find another idiot to love you just as I did. And I am sure, with your sensuous beauty, you'll definitely find one.
All the best Classic Milds! I'll see you around.
Good Bye!
I never thought this day would come this soon in our lives. I still remember the day we fell in love, we kissed each other at that very moment. It seemed like two bodies in a desperate need to touch each other, feel each other, be with each other. And since then you were there with me whenever I felt lonely or overjoyed, happy or sad, or sometimes when I felt nothing at all. When we were apart, I could feel you looking at me at every turn in my life, waiting for me to feel your need, hold you and then kiss you a thousand times. And I would give up myself to your mesmerizing beauty, hallucinating scent and soft and silky touch.
Remember the countless parties we went to? You would never let me leave you. In fact, I too, never wanted to do that. I didn't care what people watching us said about us, I still went on kissing you. We felt like the only two souls in the world, with no one to watch us, no one to stop us. It was like a dream, just a cloud of smoke all around us, the world becoming blur behind the smoke and the only thing we could see was just each other. We didn't stop even after coming back at home from the party. We kissed and kissed and kissed again until we went to sleep. We were so used to each other that we both thought that this wasn't an affair anymore; we had found a lifetime companion.
But deep down somewhere we both knew, that it wasn't meant to be. Many of my friends always kept telling me I am making a mistake, It's not gonna make me look better, What do I see in you, What do I get from you, and what not. Some even said that you would suck everything out of me and then leave me with no hope but to die. But, I never believed anyone. May be I was deeply in love with you, or may be I was just another idiot, just another stupid person who loved you unreasonably, ignoring the facts that were visible to his eyes.
Yes, I loved you! I loved you too much to care about anything else. Whenever you looked at me, I felt you realizing that I had an undying love for you. It was true. It was true until a month back. And I owe this to my friends. My friends who have been with me since my childhood, since the time we knew only Math and Science and nothing about love and companionship. I had ignored many of them since I met you, ignored every warning they gave me about our relationship. But now I regret. I regret betraying my friends' trust in me that I would always do the right thing. I regret fighting with my friends over you, which might have given them a wrong impression about me to an extent of losing them as a friend. My deepest apologies to all my friends. I am really sorry for whatever happened. And I am grateful that you all were there for me during my bad times. Thank you, my friends, for pulling me out of this deadly relationship.
I have realized that Love is not blind, it turns you blind.
It's been a month now that I have not thought of you as I did before. It was a very rough time for me to get over you. Until recently, I thought about you every single moment. I wanted to smell you again, feel you again, taste you again, kiss you again, be with you again. But now I am at a point where I should have been a long back. It's time to face the reality, that we both were not meant for each other and some day it had to end. And that day is today. I am happy that I am not into you anymore. I am over you!
I hope you find another idiot to love you just as I did. And I am sure, with your sensuous beauty, you'll definitely find one.
All the best Classic Milds! I'll see you around.
Good Bye!
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Makes me feel happy...Its hard to believe :) Keep it up boy...
Nautanki baaz ... do line mein bhi bata sakta tha tu ... Nways gud tat u hav quit it forever ... Cheers ...
Good one.. Like a English thriller that keeps you guessing till very last moment..and Like a Hindi love story with a Happy Ending...
Thank you for the appreciations ... LOL! :)
Gr8.... good 2 know this !!!
All the very best to you ..... hope u too find another companion... and hope that relation lasts for ever... moreover with the approval of ur frnds n u !!!
Inshort.... galat aadat chodha hai... to uss space ko khali mat chod... koi achi aadat bhi to dhund le...
Wise words by Dips... (happens once in a while :P) but it was certainly a guesser for me even after I read it! Have u been able to still stick to being off it?
I am totally off it ... will be two months now ... just had a couple of drags in Kolkata and Pune ... But that's it.
See, I always told you guys I wasn't addicted to it :)
u Rock Bro......i always told Aai tht he knws wht he is doing...Sry to read ur blog so late...We all r happy in ur happiness....